Wednesday, December 23, 2009

green light

closing my eyes as i fall asleep
can't hear a sound, can't see a thing
it feels better like this
to get out of the reality

reaching my hand as far as i could
touched your fingertips as you stood
dreaming about your smile
thinking about your lies

it doesn't matter how bad it hurts
the way you love me covers it up
blinded me with your words
craving you, making me thirst

can't reach you, can't hold you
oblivious by what to do
stopping at a green light
please,
pull me up from this well tonight

Sunday, December 20, 2009

who?

skipping through a grey puddle
listening to someone's fiddle
looking up at the sky
thinking about what to cry

scraping the dirt of a gutter
can't hear a single mutter
drenched in my own world
sucked in a black hole

can't seem to get out
can't seem to crawl
don't know what to talk about
but please don't withdraw

breaking dawn it comes to me
hold my arms and kiss me please
wake me up cause this is surreal
now choose someone else to tease

don't know what else to write
don't even know what this is about
all i want is the past
all i want is the present
all i want is the future
all i want is to be with....
who?

Friday, December 18, 2009

lyric time!

love this song.

Like A Song -Lenka lyrics

Chorus:
I can't forget you when you're gone.
You're like a song
That goes around in my head.
And how I regret
It's been so long.
Oh, what went wrong?
Could it be something I said?
Time, make it go faster,
Or just rewind
To back when im wrapped in your arms

Ahoooh

Dum da di da
Da da da dum
Da da da dum
Da da da dum da da di dum
Da di dum dum
Da da da dum
Da da da dum
Da da da dum la da da di da dum


All afternoon long
It's with me
The same song
You left a light on
Inside me
My love

I can't Remember
The way that it felt
To be holding on to you

Da dum da da di dum
Ooh dum di dum

Chorus

Time
Make it go faster
Or just decide
To come back to my happy heart.

Ahooh oh

Tuesday, December 15, 2009

1,2,3,4

eyes on fire
rain dashes down
clear the heat
clear the sky

cornered at the back seat
not missing a single beat
caressing the leather skin
trying to picture you without a sin

looking through your eyes
what is it that i see..
love or hate
must be love
but show me how

not a single word can show you how i feel
how i miss our times
how i miss our friendship

who had cut your tounge?
tell me more, tell me more
sitting there silently in the lounge
please say something that's not a bore

every secrets we've kept together
making sure that it will last forever
in just a second everything i can remember
no no i will never surrender

1,2,3,4?
that long it has been?
please don't give me a mourn
it's you i have not seen

how long is forever?
oh dear, it's a very long time.

Saturday, December 12, 2009

o-i-u-e

grieving on the possibility of freedom
barely saying something random
watch as people pass by and stare
living a life as if it's a dare

locked up at night not able to see the light
the shrieking of others gave me a fright
what is it that's happening?
my heart feels like it been struck by lightning

a shadow i see who is it?
pulling my clothes, grabbing my wrist
push me down into a pit
can't feel love even for a bit

paper thrown to me i see
money? is that what this was all about?
invisibility caress me through my cheek
i've been used for lust, no doubt

Thursday, December 10, 2009

happy birthday anna

a friend is where you share your thoughts with
a friend is where you laugh and cry with
a friend is someone you can rely on
a friend is someone who gives you their shoulders

short hair, black colored
with mouth and nose so small its adorable
a friend in help to do some crosswords
not once has she been predictable

skinny body that people envy
living the dream that people all wish
each day and night her life is groovy
not once has she made a glitch

with clothes and accessories she walks along
fashion is what keeps her sane
nyc is always where she belong
but her heart will always remain

happy birthday my friend
you've been love and you've been hate
but times we go through i always remember
hope next in the future we'll be friends forever

we'll meet again in a place where we'll laugh
and share our stories together
until that time appears,
these are the words i can just give

hugs and kisses from me to you
stay young and beautiful even though it's 18

we are young, heartache to heartache we stand :)

Friday, December 4, 2009

best of both world

give me reasons on why i should stay
eyes let out tears as you say
couldn't help panting as i pray

dirty feet runs through the heat
while you sweep my heart till its neat
blood runs through my vein
unspoken words still remains

stab my heart with your words
couldn't care less but still it hurts
eyes darted through my brain
will it work, should it be sustained?

my words to you comes in and out
yet you never hear and answer it out

what is it that you want me to say?
what is it that you want me to feel?

secrets hidden from me i see
don't think i know? but hey it's me
tell me what is it that you feel
cause i can't stand no longer my dear

you're not sure how to make this work
well maybe you treated it like dirt
you can't have the best of both world
so pick one, just think its like picking a shirt

Friday, November 27, 2009

options

hold my hand let's run together
down the hill we stumble and laugh forever
never felt so alive and forgot all of my disasters
seeing you smile never made me wonder

your short spiked hair
never gave me some despair
your deep dark stare
never gave me a tear to bare

soft kisses i get from you
hold me tight in your arms tonight
please never say adieu
stay with me until its twilight

--

remembering the fun times we had
day and night it never seemed so bad
now that you're so far away
i can't hold you in my arms today

my mind is shrieking for help
closing my mouth so i would not yelp
forgive me dear i would take it back
before everything for me went dark

tears dropping, tasting the pain
drowning in my sleep tonight
no dear it must never remain
catching my breath to gain some light

--

you gave me everything i need
forever mine and forever will
i ask for help but nobody replied
give me a minute i'm trying to chill

pick one, pick one
pick two?
no pick one, i must
pick one, pick one
pick neither?
why not?

because i need both of them.

Wednesday, November 25, 2009

disrespect

fever rises when anger is awaken
mouths sinned as the sky darkens
oh dear lord this heart is broken
silently creeping to gain a token

never once i heard them say ' i'm proud of you'
never once i heard them say 'i'm lucky to have you'
never once i heard them say 'i'm here for you'
never once i heard them say 'i love you'

children begging for their parent's attention
parents never knowing that they are the reflection
what they see is what they do
later in the future what the parent's do, the children will do

culture is one reason
the personality of stiff is one reason
never getting those words themselves is one reason
what i see is, we don't love you is the reason.

not understanding my opinion
everything, wrong! what i say is forbidden
come on, this isn't a fucking union
i'm your child like how it was written

never knowing their daughter is slipping away
disrespecting is all they can say
feelings builds up that don't want to stay
hurry guys look! she's running today

Tuesday, November 24, 2009

mystery

i held you close with all my heart
wishing nothing could tear this apart
silently whispering to never depart

your love is like the burning sun hungry for power
your love is like the crescent moon seeking for its beauty

my fragile body is yours to take
my empty heart's for you to fill
my stitched red lips is yours to make
my everything is your everything

as dawn awakens our love is tight
as nightfall rise our love is right

crying souls thus looking for light
yet the living are always ignoring the bright

forbidden hands remains tight locked
as much as it goes, one day it will trot
silent mouths begins to mock
yet the love we have will never rot

as fast as snakes we hid down under
as slow as sloths the crowd will wonder

my beating heart is yours to take
my living soul is yours to make

vain

seasons go by
flowers bloom and flowers die
hold me in your arms tonight
whisper me that everything is fine

caught red handed
broken hearts needs to be breaded
one plus one equals two
tell me i'm not in the mood

triangle is what i see
double crossed is what i feel
pull me in and out
i don't need to shout

day and night two different lovebugs
competing against a fallen leave
one goes in and one goes out
oh it is time to grieve

forgiveness not taken seriously
loop this around in a cycle
a second chance had been used freely
stabbed her in the back with an icicle

satisfaction gives resurrection
curiosity gives information
together times 2 thus we wait in vain

for the sake of my brain

blogs are in right now hm. I kept deleting mine hahaha. this is my work of art. my feelings suppressed. my mind opened. my everything :)