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hold my hand let's run together
down the hill we stumble and laugh forever
never felt so alive and forgot all of my disasters
seeing you smile never made me wonder

your short spiked hair
never gave me some despair
your deep dark stare
never gave me a tear to bare

soft kisses i get from you
hold me tight in your arms tonight
please never say adieu
stay with me until its twilight

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remembering the fun times we had
day and night it never seemed so bad
now that you're so far away
i can't hold you in my arms today

my mind is shrieking for help
closing my mouth so i would not yelp
forgive me dear i would take it back
before everything for me went dark

tears dropping, tasting the pain
drowning in my sleep tonight
no dear it must never remain
catching my breath to gain some light

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you gave me everything i need
forever mine and forever will
i ask for help but nobody replied
give me a minute i'm trying to chill

pick one, pick one
pick two?
no pick one, i must
pick one, pick one
pick neither?
why not?

because i need both of them.

disrespect

fever rises when anger is awaken
mouths sinned as the sky darkens
oh dear lord this heart is broken
silently creeping to gain a token

never once i heard them say ' i'm proud of you'
never once i heard them say 'i'm lucky to have you'
never once i heard them say 'i'm here for you'
never once i heard them say 'i love you'

children begging for their parent's attention
parents never knowing that they are the reflection
what they see is what they do
later in the future what the parent's do, the children will do

culture is one reason
the personality of stiff is one reason
never getting those words themselves is one reason
what i see is, we don't love you is the reason.

not understanding my opinion
everything, wrong! what i say is forbidden
come on, this isn't a fucking union
i'm your child like how it was written

never knowing their daughter is slipping away
disrespecting is all they can say
feelings builds up that don't want to stay
hurry guys look! she's running today

mystery

i held you close with all my heart
wishing nothing could tear this apart
silently whispering to never depart

your love is like the burning sun hungry for power
your love is like the crescent moon seeking for its beauty

my fragile body is yours to take
my empty heart's for you to fill
my stitched red lips is yours to make
my everything is your everything

as dawn awakens our love is tight
as nightfall rise our love is right

crying souls thus looking for light
yet the living are always ignoring the bright

forbidden hands remains tight locked
as much as it goes, one day it will trot
silent mouths begins to mock
yet the love we have will never rot

as fast as snakes we hid down under
as slow as sloths the crowd will wonder

my beating heart is yours to take
my living soul is yours to make

vain

seasons go by
flowers bloom and flowers die
hold me in your arms tonight
whisper me that everything is fine

caught red handed
broken hearts needs to be breaded
one plus one equals two
tell me i'm not in the mood

triangle is what i see
double crossed is what i feel
pull me in and out
i don't need to shout

day and night two different lovebugs
competing against a fallen leave
one goes in and one goes out
oh it is time to grieve

forgiveness not taken seriously
loop this around in a cycle
a second chance had been used freely
stabbed her in the back with an icicle

satisfaction gives resurrection
curiosity gives information
together times 2 thus we wait in vain

for the sake of my brain

blogs are in right now hm. I kept deleting mine hahaha. this is my work of art. my feelings suppressed. my mind opened. my everything :)