To the guy who loves me after someone had broken my heart

It is not easy for me to give you my love because the last time I did, I was shattered in pieces.
I believed in love so much - yet when he left me, he took my love, he took my self confidence.

I became empty, soulless, and dark. I stopped believing in happy ever after and I stopped thinking that there is someone out there who will love me as much as you do now.

I need you to be patient with me, because as much as I love you now, I am still traumatised by my past.

I will become paranoid when you're not open with me, I will think that you have another girl beside me. I am afraid that you are lying to me just like he did. I am afraid that this is all temporary just like last time.

Please don't stop believing in me.

Because I will have nights where I will doubt your feelings towards me, I will suddenly cry for some silly reason, get mad at little things. It's not that I'm testing you but I just haven't trust you fully yet.

I will want to know your background, your friends, and your family. Introduce me to them and that will make me happy and trust you more. Knowing that you want people to know you are with me makes me feel safe and secure.

Share me details about you, your likes and dislikes. Let me know what you are afraid of in life, what your ambitions are.

And slowly I will give you my undivided attention. It will take time, but I promise you it's worth it.

I will keep thinking that everyday maybe you will leave me so I try not to be clingy. I try not to show you what I don't like because I'm scared that you won't love me anymore and walk away.

Smile at me and tell me I'm beautiful everyday, this makes me happy.
Make me feel like I'm the luckiest girl in the world, and I will make you feel like the luckiest guy as well.

All I ask you is to understand that I'm doing this out of pain.

Love me everyday, and I will be the last to love you one day.

Dear beautiful girl

Dear beautiful girl,

There will come a time where you will meet so many guys who will use you, hurt you, and make you loose your self confidence. Telling you he doesn't want anything serious and you accept that kind of love and you play along cause you're still young. Your heart is like a rock and you still skip along hoping that one day that fairytale love will come and sweep you off your feet. So you keep searching.

And one day there will be a guy who will look like your prince charming, act like your knight and shining armour, and shower you with so much affection that you think this is it. This is the love that you were looking for all this time.

You put your guard down, let him love you and you didn't expect that you will fall for him so fast. Then you start giving him everything you had. Your time, your love, your attention, and your body.

Suddenly that went away really quickly. Your prince charming turned into someone you didn't know existed. A dark monster who leeches on your energy. Asking for your attention when you're not giving him, telling you he loves you one day and doesn't the next. You spend your whole day thinking about how to make him love you back. You get tired, you become exhausted, and you stop believing in love.

Then you start looking for attention from other guys, not because you are looking for love but you just need it to make yourself feel better. You love it when they tell you that you're beautiful. You give them false hope and you become dark. You lost the ability to love, and you thought that you will never get over that monster who hurt you.

But beautiful girl, let me tell you something.

Once you have stopped believing in love, you have stopped believing in yourself. And once you stop believing in yourself, people will stop believing in you.

Don't stop believing in love, because the moment your heart gets broken, you are ready to love so much more the next time you find your real prince charming.

He will come. He will creep slowly and love you slowly because that is how it should be.

And once you can trust him, he can show you the world. He will never stop trying to make you happy, never stop loving you. He will make you feel like you're the luckiest girl in the world, and you will forget about the other guys who have hurt you.

But before you can meet him, you have to still believe in love. You have to get out there and make yourself feel beautiful without the need of attention from other guys. Open your heart and be kind to whoever you meet.

And before you know it, he will be knocking on your doorstep.