To the guy who loves me after someone had broken my heart

It is not easy for me to give you my love because the last time I did, I was shattered in pieces.
I believed in love so much - yet when he left me, he took my love, he took my self confidence.

I became empty, soulless, and dark. I stopped believing in happy ever after and I stopped thinking that there is someone out there who will love me as much as you do now.

I need you to be patient with me, because as much as I love you now, I am still traumatised by my past.

I will become paranoid when you're not open with me, I will think that you have another girl beside me. I am afraid that you are lying to me just like he did. I am afraid that this is all temporary just like last time.

Please don't stop believing in me.

Because I will have nights where I will doubt your feelings towards me, I will suddenly cry for some silly reason, get mad at little things. It's not that I'm testing you but I just haven't trust you fully yet.

I will want to know your background, your friends, and your family. Introduce me to them and that will make me happy and trust you more. Knowing that you want people to know you are with me makes me feel safe and secure.

Share me details about you, your likes and dislikes. Let me know what you are afraid of in life, what your ambitions are.

And slowly I will give you my undivided attention. It will take time, but I promise you it's worth it.

I will keep thinking that everyday maybe you will leave me so I try not to be clingy. I try not to show you what I don't like because I'm scared that you won't love me anymore and walk away.

Smile at me and tell me I'm beautiful everyday, this makes me happy.
Make me feel like I'm the luckiest girl in the world, and I will make you feel like the luckiest guy as well.

All I ask you is to understand that I'm doing this out of pain.

Love me everyday, and I will be the last to love you one day.