6 cm wide, infinite height

6 cm wide, infinite height
sway me in your arms tonight
fingers crossed, lets hold on tight
open our eyes till the morning light

counting the days, don't let me go
never give up and run with the wind
jumping around, to and fro
ending the day with sympathetic cringe

wish you could stay till eternity
love me till infinity
be here without proximity

hug me tight till there's no more air
hold my hand, i know its not fair
kiss me on my lips, nose, and hair

6 cm wide, infinite height
lets leave here tonight without a fright

the states of earth

invisible words slips out of her lips
wondering eyes never cease to fade
waiting and waiting for a longing kiss
move, move, she dares

foot by foot she touched the water
breath by breath she sniffed the air
tears by tears she tasted fire
pain by pain tore her to the earth

questions arrive, answers begins to depart
as she fell to the well
drowning in vain she screams for love

reach her hand and stay forever
as she has no time left to remember

tired and exhausted she ran from the hill
waiting for something that does not have a will
pins and needle just eager to kill
save her from this uncertainty drill

vulnerability

hey, its you again
thought i would never see you
thought your soul has drowned in the drain
but then again, its you

close our eyes and we see
hands, hair, head, cheeks
hold, caress, lean, touch

then the pain starts to come,
just like a whirlwind
jealousy, anger, vulnerability

do you need me? want me? love me?
what, who, why, when, how?

im not making any sense
but this is reality, not a dream
nothing makes sense in here
nothing makes sense in our realm

im happy now, are you?, good

are they?..

380 days and counting

its been like 8 months i havent written anything haha i have no inspiration right now. but lets try and make one.


It's been a while since i saw you
don't want to remember, don't want to let go
365 days, 366, 367 and counting
What was it like waking up next to your face?
368, 369, 379 and counting
writing our vows in your shoe-lace

shimmering winter, hollowed summer
grieving over our memories and I wonder
how are you now? do you miss me? can you whisper?
run like the wind I say, never wanting to remember

Cried and drained myself with tears
rewinding all of my fear
but it doesn't help if I scream

Never wanting to visit, can't understand the cycle
soft as the soil, pointy as the grass, hard as the stone
none of it reminds me of your touch, and my hope

help me catch my wish
lift me up with your kiss

Mystery night, icy painful mists
no its not right, seeing you sleep

380 and counting, counting, counting, until I die
No, not today. I promise.
We will meet again, on the day, hour, minute, and second of my death.

How are you up there? Do you still remember?
I miss you and love you.

Sincerely,
Your forever.