Who would have thought that until the month of November you're still in my life.
We had a beautiful 2 weeks of actually getting close to each other again..but as usual, it fades away quickly.
I feel dumb to believe that maybe this time is different.
I feel dumb to think that this time you will stay.
Wasted all my love and energy for you, my head hurts from the tears I let out when you hurt me once again for the countless times.
I have no idea why I have no self respect for myself to always let you in. Is it because I believe in the existence of change?
You are the center of my Universe and I try to fight it so hard. You are the one that controls my happiness and sadness. Who are you? How can you have such power to do something like that to a little girl like me?
You love these little games do you?
I am nothing but a mere of a single candy from your candy collection.
When will I ever snap out of this and let you go?
It's been too long Stephanie..I tell myself that everyday.
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