I wonder

I wonder if you think about me

I wonder if you have ever cried for me
I wonder if you have ever looked at my pictures and smile
I wonder if you have ever looked at my name and check whether I was online or not
I wonder if it gave you a heart rush if I was online

I wonder if you wanted to see or talk to me like I do

I wonder if you couldn't function because you were too sad about me
I wonder if you just stared at the walls, wishing this would be over soon
I wonder if you kept repeating the good times we had in your mind

I wonder if you did all those things like I did

I wonder if you locked yourself in your room cause you didn't feel like seeing the world or even living
I wonder if all you did was smoke your cigarettes and look at the sky through your window
I wonder if all you could talk about with your friends was about me

I wonder if you felt the way I did

I wonder if you wanted to post things online just to show me you're doing great, even though it's all a lie
I wonder if you are scared to see me have another guy
I wonder if your heart beats fast and you feel like you miss me alot everytime you wake up

I wonder if you will ever want me like I do

I wonder if you can ever love me the way I do